Its been over a month since I’ve been on here. Im back cuz i need some sort of an outlet. Ive been feeling like shit, mad down. Nothing seems to be making me happy and bad shit just keeps coming my way. I’m over thinking things and then i start thinking and bringing up other negative shit. Just need some way to express myself cuz as much as I talk to ppl I’m not willing to open up too much and its just not enough. I don’t even know what I’m trying to say but its making me feel a little better to just to express it in words.